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  The man falls struggling and foaming to the ground, while he speculates well.

  This face is bitten by vermin and worms,

  And this is some murderer’s knife with a half-pull’d scabbard.

  This face owes to the sexton his dismalest fee,

  An unceasing death-bell tolls there.

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  Features of my equals would you trick me with your creas’d and cadaverous march?

  Well, you cannot trick me.

  I see your rounded never-erased flow,

  I see ’neath the rims of your haggard and mean disguises.

  Splay and twist as you like, poke with the tangling fores of fishes or rats,

  You’ll be unmuzzled, you certainly will.

  I saw the face of the most smear’d and slobbering idiot they had at the asylum,

  And I knew for my consolation what they knew not,

  I knew of the agents that emptied and broke my brother,

  The same wait to clear the rubbish from the fallen tenement,

  And I shall look again in a score or two of ages,

  And I shall meet the real landlord perfect and unharm’d, every inch as good as myself.

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  The Lord advances, and yet advances,

  Always the shadow in front, always the reach’d hand bringing up the laggards.

  Out of this face emerge banners and horses—O superb! I see what is coming,

  I see the high pioneer-caps, see staves of runners clearing the way,

  I hear victorious drums.

  This face is a life-boat,

  This is the face commanding and bearded, it asks no odds of the rest,

  This face is flavor’d fruit ready for eating,

  This face of a healthy honest boy is the programme of all good.

  These faces bear testimony slumbering or awake,

  They show their descent from the Master himself.

  Off the word I have spoken I except not one—red, white, black, are all deific,

  In each house is the ovum, it comes forth after a thousand years.

  Spots or cracks at the windows do not disturb me,

  Tall and sufficient stand behind and make signs to me,

  I read the promise and patiently wait.

  This is a full-grown lily’s face,

  She speaks to the limber-hipp’d man near the garden pickets,

  Come here she blushingly cries, Come nigh to me limber-hipp’d man,

  Stand at my side till I lean as high as I can upon you,

  Fill me with albescent honey, bend down to me,

  Rub to me with your chafing beard, rub to my breast and shoulders.

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  The old face of the mother of many children,

  Whist! I am fully content.

  Lull’d and late is the smoke of the First-day morning,

  It hangs low over the rows of trees by the fences,

  It hangs thin by the sassafras and wild-cherry and cat-brier under them.

  I saw the rich ladies in full dress at the soiree,

  I heard what the singers were singing so long,

  Heard who sprang in crimson youth from the white froth and the water-blue.

  Behold a woman!

  She looks out from her quaker cap, her face is clearer and more beautiful than the sky.

  She sits in an armchair under the shaded porch of the farmhouse,

  The sun just shines on her old white head.

  Her ample gown is of cream-hued linen,

  Her grandsons raised the flax, and her grand-daughters spun it with the distaff and the wheel.

  The melodious character of the earth,

  The finish beyond which philosophy cannot go and does not wish to go,

  The justified mother of men.

  Beachgoers in Water, 1990

  George Cohen photograph collection, Brooklyn Public Library, Brooklyn Collection

  I am He that Aches with Love

  I am he that aches with amorous love;

  Does the earth gravitate? Does not all matter, aching, attract all matter?

  So the Body of me, to all I meet, or know.

  Brooklyn Heights Promenade, 1966

  Brooklyn Daily Eagle photographs, Brooklyn Public Library, Brooklyn Collection

  City of Orgies

  City of orgies, walks and joys,

  City whom that I have lived and sung in your midst will one day make you illustrious,

  Not the pageants of you, not your shifting tableaus, your spectacles, repay me,

  Not the interminable rows of your houses, nor the ships at the wharves,

  Nor the processions in the streets, nor the bright windows with goods in them,

  Nor to converse with learn'd persons, or bear my share in the soiree or feast;

  Not those, but as I pass O Manhattan, your frequent and swift flash of eyes offering me love,

  Offering response to my own—these repay me,

  Lovers, continual lovers, only repay me.

  Putting the “Bed” in Bedford, 1949

  Brooklyn Daily Eagle photographs, Brooklyn Public Library, Brooklyn Collection

  The Sleepers

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  I wander all night in my vision,

  Stepping with light feet, swiftly and noiselessly stepping and stopping,

  Bending with open eyes over the shut eyes of sleepers,

  Wandering and confused, lost to myself, ill-assorted, contradictory,

  Pausing, gazing, bending, and stopping.

  How solemn they look there, stretch’d and still,

  How quiet they breathe, the little children in their cradles.

  The wretched features of ennuyes, the white features of corpses, the livid faces of drunkards, the sick-gray faces of onanists,

  The gash’d bodies on battle-fields, the insane in their strong-door’d rooms, the sacred idiots, the new-born emerging

  from gates, and the dying emerging from gates,

  The night pervades them and infolds them.

  The married couple sleep calmly in their bed, he with his palm on the hip of the wife, and she with her palm on the hip of the husband,

  The sisters sleep lovingly side by side in their bed,

  The men sleep lovingly side by side in theirs,

  And the mother sleeps with her little child carefully wrapt.

  The blind sleep, and the deaf and dumb sleep,

  The prisoner sleeps well in the prison, the runaway son sleeps,

  The murderer that is to be hung next day, how does he sleep?

  And the murder’d person, how does he sleep?

  The female that loves unrequited sleeps,

  And the male that loves unrequited sleeps,

  The head of the money-maker that plotted all day sleeps,

  And the enraged and treacherous dispositions, all, all sleep.

  I stand in the dark with drooping eyes by the worst-suffering and the most restless,

  I pass my hands soothingly to and fro a few inches from them,

  The restless sink in their beds, they fitfully sleep.

  Now I pierce the darkness, new beings appear,

  The earth recedes from me into the night,

  I saw that it was beautiful, and I see that what is not the earth is beautiful.

  I go from bedside to bedside, I sleep close with the other sleepers each in turn,

  I dream in my dream all the dreams of the other dreamers,

  And I become the other dreamers.

  I am a dance—play up there! the fit is whirling me fast!

  I am the ever-laughing—it is new moon and twilight,

  I see the hiding of douceurs, I see nimble ghosts whichever way I look,

  Cache and cache again deep in the ground and sea, and where it is neither ground nor sea.

  Well do they do their jobs those journeymen divine,

  Only from me can they hide nothing, and would not if they could,

  I reckon I am their boss and they make me a pet besides,
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  And surround me and lead me and run ahead when I walk,

  To lift their cunning covers to signify me with stretch’d arms, and resume the way;

  Onward we move, a gay gang of blackguards! with mirth-shouting music and wild-flapping pennants of joy!

  I am the actor, the actress, the voter, the politician,

  The emigrant and the exile, the criminal that stood in the box,

  He who has been famous and he who shall be famous after to-day,

  The stammerer, the well-form’d person, the wasted or feeble person.

  I am she who adorn’d herself and folded her hair expectantly,

  My truant lover has come, and it is dark.

  Double yourself and receive me darkness,

  Receive me and my lover too, he will not let me go without him.

  I roll myself upon you as upon a bed, I resign myself to the dusk.

  He whom I call answers me and takes the place of my lover,

  He rises with me silently from the bed.

  Darkness, you are gentler than my lover, his flesh was sweaty and panting,

  I feel the hot moisture yet that he left me.

  My hands are spread forth, I pass them in all directions,

  I would sound up the shadowy shore to which you are journeying.

  Be careful darkness! already what was it touch’d me?

  I thought my lover had gone, else darkness and he are one,

  I hear the heart-beat, I follow, I fade away.

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  I descend my western course, my sinews are flaccid,

  Perfume and youth course through me and I am their wake.

  It is my face yellow and wrinkled instead of the old woman’s,

  I sit low in a straw-bottom chair and carefully darn my grandson’s stockings.

  It is I too, the sleepless widow looking out on the winter midnight,

  I see the sparkles of starshine on the icy and pallid earth.

  A shroud I see and I am the shroud, I wrap a body and lie in the coffin,

  It is dark here under ground, it is not evil or pain here, it is blank here, for reasons.

  (It seems to me that every thing in the light and air ought to be happy,

  Whoever is not in his coffin and the dark grave let him know he has enough.)

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  I see a beautiful gigantic swimmer swimming naked through the eddies of the sea,

  His brown hair lies close and even to his head, he strikes out with courageous arms, he urges himself with his legs,

  I see his white body, I see his undaunted eyes,

  I hate the swift-running eddies that would dash him head-foremost on the rocks.

  What are you doing you ruffianly red-trickled waves?

  Will you kill the courageous giant? will you kill him in the prime of his middle age?

  Steady and long he struggles,

  He is baffled, bang’d, bruis’d, he holds out while his strength holds out,

  The slapping eddies are spotted with his blood, they bear him away, they roll him, swing him, turn him,

  His beautiful body is borne in the circling eddies, it is continually bruis’d on rocks,

  Swiftly and ought of sight is borne the brave corpse.

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  I turn but do not extricate myself,

  Confused, a past-reading, another, but with darkness yet.

  The beach is cut by the razory ice-wind, the wreck-guns sound,

  The tempest lulls, the moon comes floundering through the drifts.

  I look where the ship helplessly heads end on, I hear the burst as she strikes, I hear the howls of dismay, they grow fainter and fainter.

  I cannot aid with my wringing fingers,

  I can but rush to the surf and let it drench me and freeze upon me.

  I search with the crowd, not one of the company is wash’d to us alive,

  In the morning I help pick up the dead and lay them in rows in a barn.

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  Now of the older war-days, the defeat at Brooklyn,

  Washington stands inside the lines, he stands on the intrench’d hills amid a crowd of officers.

  His face is cold and damp, he cannot repress the weeping drops,

  He lifts the glass perpetually to his eyes, the color is blanch’d from his cheeks,

  He sees the slaughter of the southern braves confided to him by their parents.

  The same at last and at last when peace is declared,

  He stands in the room of the old tavern, the well-belov’d soldiers all pass through,

  The officers speechless and slow draw near in their turns,

  The chief encircles their necks with his arm and kisses them on the cheek,

  He kisses lightly the wet cheeks one after another, he shakes hands and bids good-by to the army.

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  Now what my mother told me one day as we sat at dinner together,

  Of when she was a nearly grown girl living home with her parents on the old homestead.

  A red squaw came one breakfast-time to the old homestead,

  On her back she carried a bundle of rushes for rush-bottoming chairs,

  Her hair, straight, shiny, coarse, black, profuse, half-envelop’d her face,

  Her step was free and elastic, and her voice sounded exquisitely as she spoke.

  My mother look’d in delight and amazement at the stranger,

  She look’d at the freshness of her tall-borne face and full and pliant limbs,

  The more she look’d upon her she loved her,

  Never before had she seen such wonderful beauty and purity,

  She made her sit on a bench by the jamb of the fireplace, she cook’d food for her,

  She had no work to give her, but she gave her remembrance and fondness.

  The red squaw staid all the forenoon, and toward the middle of the afternoon she went away,

  O my mother was loth to have her go away,

  All the week she thought of her, she watch’d for her many a month,

  She remember’d her many a winter and many a summer,

  But the red squaw never came nor was heard of there again.

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  A show of the summer softness—a contact of something unseen—an amour of the light and air,

  I am jealous and overwhelm’d with friendliness,

  And will go gallivant with the light and air myself.

  O love and summer, you are in the dreams and in me,

  Autumn and winter are in the dreams, the farmer goes with his thrift,

  The droves and crops increase, the barns are well-fill’d.

  Elements merge in the night, ships make tacks in the dreams,

  The sailor sails, the exile returns home,

  The fugitive returns unharm’d, the immigrant is back beyond months and years,

  The poor Irishman lives in the simple house of his childhood with the well known neighbors and faces,

  They warmly welcome him, he is barefoot again, he forgets he is well off,

  The Dutchman voyages home, and the Scotchman and Welshman voyage home, and the native of the Mediterranean voyages home,

  To every port of England, France, Spain, enter well-fill’d ships,

  The Swiss foots it toward his hills, the Prussian goes his way, the Hungarian his way, and the Pole his way,

  The Swede returns, and the Dane and Norwegian return.

  The homeward bound and the outward bound,

  The beautiful lost swimmer, the ennuye, the onanist, the female that loves unrequited, the money-maker,

  The actor and actress, those through with their parts and those waiting to commence,

  The affectionate boy, the husband and wife, the voter, the nominee that is chosen and the nominee that has fail’d,

  The great already known and the great any time after to-day,

  The stammerer, the sick, the perfect-form’d, the homely,

  The criminal that stood in the box, the judge that sat and sentenced him, the fluent lawyers, the jury,
the audience,

  The laugher and weeper, the dancer, the midnight widow, the red squaw,

  The consumptive, the erysipalite, the idiot, he that is wrong’d,